Hiii whoever's reading lol!

I'm definitely going to start doing these blog posts more. I think it helps me document my feelings since it's not really lucrative to do that on my IG page anymore. And definitely even more damaging to do it in my head. SMH. Capitalism sucks. Sorry for contributing. Anyways, it's been 2 years since my about me and I am trying to come out of my slump. Being a business owner can be quite lonely at times. I can't lie and say it's all flowers and butterflies. I definitely feel discouraged often. However, I know this is my passion and the path I want to take. I can't wait until the day this is my only job. FUCK I hateeee working on things other than this. This year hasn't been shit though lol don't worry! I had my first pop-up at Canal Street Market in SOHO and it was an honor to meet so many people in person and spread the SAD N DIRTY gospel. I made some major sales and became friends with some other lovely small business owners. I can't wait to go back some more this summer. I've also been blessed working with Grace, Vanessa, Kate and Kaidan (and Moriah w/ her unexpected but much needed appearance). We put together a photoshoot that really gave me hope in myself again and reminded me that I am in control. As I type this, I'm coming back into my power and trying to ignore my feelings of doubts and occasional depressive episodes that make working on this seem impossible. I'm proud of myself for continuing and trying my best not to doubt my creative potential. I have some lit ideas for the fall that I WILL*** put out. For now, please enjoy the much anticipated new colors of the KIMMY JOE top. I promise I won't take that long ever again. 

With love always,

Sydneyyy aka Samurai Syd